My heart is three sizes too big. I love too much.
I never catch a break. It’s been almost four years of unemployment, death of friends and family and just plain depression. I’m ready to give up. I’ve lost my suppossed best friends for no apparent reason and to top it all off my parents are getting divorced. I’m 27 years old. My life should be in order by now. I need to feel happy again. I’m tired of hating everything. I have lost just about everything and everyone. I’m amazed every morning that I wake up and am able to get out of bed.
I’m tired of crying. My broken heart hurts. I miss you. I miss the baby, I miss it all. I’m not strong enough to stay away from you. Wy can’t you just love me? I’m a good person and have an amazing heart. Please open your eyes and see that.